Proverbs 5:12 and you say – how I hated discipline, and my heart despised reproof!

In the early days of training, I hated the assault course. We did not always know when it was coming, but as soon as we were marched in a certain direction you kind of knew that the assault course was the next ordeal.

Occasionally when the tide was out we would go straight past the assault course, into the muddy estuary where we would have to do sit-ups and press-ups in the knee-deep mud, then fireman’s lifts and short sprints with our friends on our shoulders. Both are covered from head to toe in slick, clay-like, mud.

But more often than not we stopped at the ropes – the first item on the course and there in groups of six (while the others ran on the spot) we would be set to climb the 10-metre high rope and touch the knot at the top. We would be expected to do this often at the end of the course as well when we were covered in mud. We were taught to tell ourselves “it’s just pain”.

The course itself was a series of demanding challenges to climb over or under or run along. There was a maximum time allowed and if you failed then you went back to the beginning and did it again, and again….the idea was to find out where your breaking point was really.

Part of the assault course was a small steep embankment, maybe 40 metres long, but at a very steep incline. We would do sprints up this, over and over, as many times as the instructors demanded. It was heartbreaking at times.

One day though I had a wee epiphany moment, and I realised that my attitude was actually part of the problem. I went there already predetermined that it was too hard, that I hated it and that I would probably struggle, and just wanted it to be over. So, in truth, I was not really engaged. That day I threw away my old thinking and embraced a new approach. I threw myself with all I had into what was before me, believing that I would give my best until I dropped. I never did really “drop”. It was a game-changer for that moment and for the rest of my life. When I am involved in the tough moments now I still try to check my attitude as a first step.

 

KNOWLEDGE

What does your internal conversation sound like normally? What does it sound like when you are under pressure? What do you think it might sound like if you knew you were facing the imminent end of your life? Our conversation with others can at times be a reflection of what we think they want to hear, and even with God at times we can be insincere.

The writer here in Proverbs 5:12 is giving us a snapshot of the internal conversation of the person mentioned in the previous verse who is right at the end of their life. There is a recognition, a regret, a revelation, but no repentance.

The recognition is connected to the new understanding of the foolishness of our ways and the destination that was always going to be.

The regret is the confrontation of the attitude of our hearts, and the empty harvest of our labours.

The revelation is the new insight into where we are right now. How hollow is this moment, how devastating this new self-awareness, hastened by the approaching encounter with death? There would seem to be no hope, no avenue of escape and no possibility of redemption.

Praise God for the New Testament, the new covenant with God through Jesus Christ, the Messiah.

Repentance is the gift of God, who through his kindness in sending Jesus to pay for our sins, has now made a way, where there was no way. He is the way. All we have to do is accept him as our Lord and Saviour. It’s not a hard thing it’s a heart thing!

 

UNDERSTANDING

Let’s pick one word from this verse to look closer at and see if that can help us gain a deeper insight into how God would love us to live?

The word “discipline”  in Hebrew is pronounced as “musar”. This word appears 50 times in the Old Testament.  In the ESV this word is translated into English as, discipline; warnings; instruction; chastisement; punishment; and, correction.

In verse twelve here we pick up on the idea of “correcting errant behaviour”.

 

WISDOM – How would you answer God if he asked you today “where are you?”.

 

STRENGTHS THOUGHT: Developer is all about others reaching their potential. Your care and belief enable change and celebrating small steps are natural to you. Your questions unlock established logjams.

 

Allan’s Unauthorised Version – [and you declare that you have shunned any restraint, your inner person spurned, abhorred and rejected all corrections or rebuke.]

PRAYER: Father, thank you for today. Help me to stay open to your leading, especially when you are talking to me about change for my own good. Thank you.

 

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