Proverbs 2:5 “then you will understand the fear of the Lord and find the knowledge of God”

 

I found discerning what God was saying to me as a young Christian quite tricky at times. How could I separate out all the thoughts that run through my mind and understand what was me and what might be God? If you are anything like I was as a young Christian, you will have some moments where bizarre thoughts settle in you. I think we learn by experience, as we step out in faith, trusting in the guiding principles from God’s living Word.

Late one night I was sitting at the dinner table reading the newspaper and a half-page article on poverty in Africa was on one of the pages. I felt my conscience pinged, and to my shame, I skipped quickly past that page. But somehow the feeling of needing to read that page stayed with me, so I turned the pages back and read. There were no shortages of need, even where I lived, so I was not sure why this one issue was resonating. I asked God what this was about, and I sensed that He wanted me to give. I had a bit of a debate with God then. God never really entered the debate.

 

Eventually (this was around 10.30 pm) I agreed with God that I would give. I did not have much really – some small savings. I knew that if I waited till morning I would argue myself out of giving. So I wrote a cheque (remember those days), sealed it in an envelope and walked into town to the nearest post box and posted it. There, it was done. The sky did not fill with angels, and there was no “well done my beloved son” feeling. I walked home in the light rain and went to bed.

 

A few days later my landlord told me we had to move as she was selling the house. Initially, it seemed a massive and sudden change, but then we heard that a friend had just rented a beautiful 3 bedroomed house overlooking the sea and was looking for two other guys to share. We did the deal, and I started to pack. As I was packing I sensed God whisper to me, and I realised that the rent I was going to be paying at the new nicer house was nearly half of what I was currently paying, and the money I had given that night, was now returned 10 times over at least. I hit my knees and cried in gratitude, simply for God’s goodness towards me.

KNOWLEDGE

The outcome of our all-consuming, never-ending search starts to be unfolded here.  There is an evergreen consistency in the first part of this scripture – revelation is entwined with the relationship. This word “fear” is a kit-bag needing unpacked. Inside we find relationships like a child to a father, we discover love, hope and faith, the triple braid cord, we see also a reverence like none other, a recognition of unbelievable power under control. Narnia’s Aslanis on the move! As we glimpse all this our hearts are stirred and our thoughts are stilled. Revelation is having its way, we are changing internally just by drawing close intentionally, the searcher has his reward in the search.

UNDERSTANDING

Let’s pick one word from this verse to look closer at and see if that can help us gain a deeper insight into how God would love us to live?

The word “understanding” appears 44 times in Proverbs, and 283 times in the ESV, from Genesis 11:7 through to Revelation 13:8. The original word is pronounced “biyn”. To understand is to ponder and carefully discern, and then to be able to help others gain the same. We come to see the true nature of things and have insight into the desires of God in our various situations of life.

 

WISDOM: what does your life’s kit bag contain today?

 

STRENGTHS THOUGHT: Consistency – your focus is on what works, and you want everyone to benefit as we do the right things.

 

Allan’s Unauthorised Version [you will give your full attention to, and have a great skill from your relationship with God, like a loving small child with its’ father. You will know and understand the covenant that has been established, and experience the power of the triune God working in and through you.]

 

PRAYER: Father, thank you for today. Please help me to stay close to you, to please your heart and to fulfil your purposes.

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